River

Hello,I'm River. Living in Taiwan, Taoyuan City. In 2016 summer, I withdrew from the graduate school of NCYU and moved to this city to be with my husband, and had been ready for my comming baby.
On Aug. 31, after a unberable and horrible procedure of giving birth, we had an adorable baby daughter named Chun Chun. Thanks God for making me a blessed person.
After 17 days of giving birth, a heartbroken news came to us. Chun Chun got virus infection and had to stayed in ICU for almost two months. She almost departed from us during those days of fighting with the disease. However the treatment was invalid and we were announced that she wouldn't live long. In Hospice and Palliative Care for the remaining of her life, we cherished every moment with her, told her how much we loved her and blessd her.
Things got miracle, she cried out loud to show her life energy after 24 days in Hospice Care. We knew that she tried very hard to stay with us until now. She has to face many physical restrictions such as, can't adjust her boby temperature(39.4℃ last second then dropped to 34.5℃ is normal to her), visual problem, rely on tube feeding, siezure when she's awake,etc.
I have to take lots of effort to ease her pain, control her temperature, train her suck and swallow with feeding bottle, do rehabilitation,etc. I know she use her own way to be with us although she can't just like the other children.(smile, I always wish she could smile at me when she's awake )And I have to accept that maybe she would leave us unexpected.
No matter how, she's my love and I would accompany her with my best.

Okey, as you see, this is my life, facing a small, lovely but vulnerable life.
And God send another life to us and will say hello to this world between Oct.-Nov.

And if you could send me a postcard to me or to my daughter, that would be very great.

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2021-09-23 Chun Chun passed away, with God's love and blessing.
We miss her everyday. Still try to keep some memories in our heart.
Now I use postcrossing to let my second daughter Yuki to connect with world. We are looking forward to your postcard. Happy Postcrossing.