ChiaJuChaung

hello ,it is happy to meet you! I am Chia Ju Chaung , Chia Ju is my first name , I hope you can call me Chia Ju or my English name Joean . I am studying chemistry in college now , recently , I am confusing that did I suitable for my major subject .
Because when I go to my club , either speech in front of public or talking to the strangers , for me , that just a piece of a cake , and I really enjoy the time I stay with my club team members , both of playing and working , even in my team , we usually say " I love you " to partners , I really love them .
But when I come back to school and start reading chemistry , it really hard to me , it difficult and I need to spend lots of time to understand it . And most important , I am not happy when I studying.
This is torment to me , because the major chemistry is choosed by myself , and my senior sister 、 teacher and my parents, all of them say " you need to study hard in college and then go to the best graduate institute , when you graduate , you will get a wonderful job , earning lots of money and do anything you want. so now what you need to do is just study hard."
so can you give me some suggestion ?
or tell me why you do your job? do you love it? anything amazing thing in your job ?
if you are not interest in these questions , that ok , can you tell me what special in your culture or amazing view in your country ? I also love music , I used to play trumpet and now I am learning guitar , and I have a dream that I can travel the world , recently I plan to go diving in my summer vacation.
thank you for your postcard, I love every postcard you send . =)
若有會寫中文的夥伴，歡迎寫中文喔！期待你的來信！